𝓔𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓦𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓴

Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again everything seems wrong

Once again  I am alone

And once again, I blame myself

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The love I never got, the ears that never listened

They eyes that only saw wrong

The minds that only judged

Somehow it’s not entirely my fault

But once again I blame myself

The hugs I never got

The whispers that I overheard

The stares that would follow

Somehow it wasn’t entirely my fault

But then again, I still blamed myself

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Could I have done better?

Could I have reacted differently?

Listened more?

Spoke less?

Done less?

Done more?

Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again everything seems wrong

Once again I am alone

And once again I blame myself

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Tears are getting old

My breath is getting short

My heart is pounding harder

My mind is blowing up

My will is going away

My strength has no power

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Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again I don’t know how to fix it

Where do I start?

And

Where do I finish?

It may not be entirely my fault

But once again I blamed myself…