𝓜𝔂 𝓜𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓮

I suffered for far too long Waiting for others to validate me Waiting for others to accept me Waiting for others to compliment me Which they never did… I competed for far too long… Competed for mental peace Not knowing I would only achieve it competing with myself I am great, I decide my own...

𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝓖𝓻𝓲𝓹

sometimes I lose my grip.Sometimes I hold on to life but I still slip.I guess it's part of my healing.The love isn't quite there.Pain is all I've been receiving.My heart is here.Maybe it's why the pain is so revealing.I'm always wearing my heart on my chest.Open to stray bullets.A constant target for distress.Not sure where...

𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓷

Such a negative vibe It sopped by and looked at me straight in the eyes A feeling of fear and I no longer felt wise I’ll lose myself if I don’t fight, trapped in fright I fight it with all my might I must find the light Such a negative vibe It faced me and...

𝓗𝓲𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓜𝓮

Conflict lives within my shadow.It's too hard to hide.Attached to the very thing I despise. I've tried to run away.Everyday I try to keep the light off.Misery won't come to a party with no company. I keep ignoring the private calls.I won't entertain idle masterpiece.That part of me must be keep away from society. Am...

𝓝𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓵

Healing and dealing with emotional stress Sometimes it feels like a test You treated me like my feelings were invalid  You never saw my value But that’s my fault for selling myself short I noticed every single red flag But I dragged it..  I knew you wouldn’t change This is who you genuinely were This...

𝓜𝔂 𝓔𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓶

You're messing with my equilibrium.A disturbance to my stability.I should have known from the beginning.I just thought if I ignored you I'd be winning.It's been quite the opposite.You're constantly affecting my rational ability.I guess I was being naive.Everything you told me, I'd believe.Now that function it's affecting me.I just want to be grounded again with...

𝓢𝓮𝓵𝓯-𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽

I feel lonely and I cry Sometimes I’m too tired to try Silently I stare at the sky While I wipe the painful tears from my eyes I can’t always dismiss the negative thoughts I can’t always dismiss the knots  Sometimes it’s a lot, but I still take my shot I feel lonely and I...

𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓗𝓸𝓶𝓮

I've loved you for what feels like forever.But this is where I learn to love myself.I've been unselfish enough to neglect my needsIt's time for all that to cease.Time for me to discover what's underneath.Placed so much effort into pleasing enemies.It's time to start pleasing me.Sign a new lease on my life.Letting myself know that...