Using YOLO once again to disguise the mistakes I’m about to make.Being careless.Maybe it’ll disguise the pain.Maybe I don’t feel it because it’s become apart of me.Surrounded by too many people who could care less.Maybe I need to start opening my mind the way I open my veins.Cutting lines that I thought could connect me…
Author: Crissy DXCII
๐๐ช๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฎ๐ผ๐ผ
Happiness is my inspiration.The thing that makes my heart float.A genuine emotion to hold.I love it.I yearn the ability to absorb the happiness around me.Eager to have no control of my smiles,To not control all the laughter that might escape my face.I want them to be free.I want them to wander aimlessly.To be infectious.That energy…
๐ฒ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐๐น
I know now where I stand.I realize now that I’m less a priority and more of a demand.A fragile mind that requires comfort sometimes.We’re so much alike but 2 completely different minds.And it’s time that I stop expecting you to read my emotions.An empath probably couldn’t even do that around me out of disinterest or…
๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐พ๐ผ?
Lately Iโve been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You donโt care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? Youโve been pulling away. We donโt see any sunshine on rainy days. Iโve noticed the drain of energy. I donโt even wanna resort to therapy. You donโt…
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I find my mind wandering off a lot lately.I believe it’s trying to escape my reality.Maybe it’s trying to preserve my sanity. I’m beginning to think they lied when they said tough times don’t last.I’m here living a cycle of my past.Life is so still but my mind is running fast. I’m trying to hold…
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Have you ever received a gift so precious but it can’t be wrapped in a bow?So unformiliar but make you get scared?So rare that you might not even know? Have you? It doesn’t even come with instructions.It leaves you so confused on what to do.But it’s a beautiful distraction.And in the moment you never knew….
๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ๐ท๐ฝ๐ป๐ธ๐ต
Have you ever felt like a spectator in your own life?Like a passenger passing by?Watching life pummel on your souls-You have no control.Have you ever felt it?Has the feeling ever consumed you?Has it ever filled you up inside out?Make you feel like you’re Drowning?Have you ever felt it?Maybe I’m the only one.Maybe I’m so taken…
๐ค๐ท๐ถ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ญ
My aura is unmatched.I bring water to places of drought.My essence is untapped.The calmn you need to relax. I am the light you’re missing.And when you get that you’ll be focus.You’ll notice I’m the ass you should be kissing.Not your boys. Remember who makes you feel ease.Who brings everything positive.Remember I’m the one that could…