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Using YOLO once again to disguise the mistakes I’m about to make.Being careless.Maybe it’ll disguise the pain.Maybe I don’t feel it because it’s become apart of me.Surrounded by too many people who could care less.Maybe I need to start opening my mind the way I open my veins.Cutting lines that I thought could connect me…

๐“ฆ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“—๐“ช๐“น๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“พ๐“ผ?

Lately Iโ€™ve been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You donโ€™t care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? Youโ€™ve been pulling away. We donโ€™t see any sunshine on rainy days. Iโ€™ve noticed the drain of energy. I donโ€™t even wanna resort to therapy. You donโ€™t…

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I find my mind wandering off a lot lately.I believe it’s trying to escape my reality.Maybe it’s trying to preserve my sanity. I’m beginning to think they lied when they said tough times don’t last.I’m here living a cycle of my past.Life is so still but my mind is running fast. I’m trying to hold…

๐“ ๐“–๐“ฒ๐“ฏ๐“ฝ

Have you ever received a gift so precious but it can’t be wrapped in a bow?So unformiliar but make you get scared?So rare that you might not even know? Have you? It doesn’t even come with instructions.It leaves you so confused on what to do.But it’s a beautiful distraction.And in the moment you never knew….