I've sacrificed.I've been through tough times.But no matter the situation, I'm going to be fine.I'm going to be alright.Maybe not all the time.Maybe not when I need to be.But, eventually.One day I'll wake up 100% satisfied with my life.Because it'll be all mine.I'll have what I've always neededโฆAll the time.A better life for me and... Continue Reading →
๐๐ ๐ข๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ด๐ท๐ฎ๐ผ๐ผ
Falling for people that won't catch me.That's my flaw, my sickness.I need a cure, a remedy.I need to avoid this weakness. I'm uneasy.I must admit, I keep looking for others to please me. This isn't good for my mental health.I need to get myself together.Put everything behind me and how I felt.Otherwise I'll tarnish my... Continue Reading →
๐๐ธ๐ท’๐ฝ ๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐น
This is a sum that just doesn't add up. It's chaotic. It's hard to evaluate in a time of trust. You claim you loved me yesterday, Today you don't. It's a different story everyday. Yesterday you were a sweetheart. Today I'm no good for you, You say you need some time apart. When will our... Continue Reading →
๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ช ๐ฆ๐ช๐ต๐ต
Trying to avoid running in circles. I just keep falling in to the cycle. Frozen in wanting more and getting it done. When I hit a wall it's no fun. Cradling hopes that will never love me back. Pushing for greatness but I'm always under attack. What the deal with that? Am I not meant... Continue Reading →
๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ค๐ผ?
Lately I've been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You don't care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? You've been pulling away. We don't see any sunshine on rainy days. I've noticed the drain of energy. I don't even wanna resort to therapy. You don't... Continue Reading →
๐๐ท๐ท๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ป
I gave up power when I stopped fighting. I no longer have the energy to hold on. There's a soldier inside me. She needs reviving. She's been through wars you wouldn't dream of. She's so tough. But... She's had enough! And She's barely surviving. One day at a time. She's tired taking the tiny steps.... Continue Reading →
๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐ผ๐ฝ
I'm surrounded by my own thoughts.I can't escape my own rage.When I'm spoken to I can't stay engaged.I'm distracted by the noises.The can't ignore my inner voices.They're closing in.They're eating away at what I could have been.Free is what I should have been.Instead I'm trapped in my own mind.I hope there's peace somewhere left inside... Continue Reading →
๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป’๐ผ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐น๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ
Give me your perspective.Let's avoided judgment.Promote advancement.Let me see the other side.I don't want to be blind to your emotions.But, do you see mine?Do you think I'm fine?Take my perspective.Let us understand both sides of the coin.Are you aware of my struggles?Am I aware of yours?We can't keep being ignorant.Everyone's feelings are somewhat relevant.