𝓨𝓞𝓛𝓞

Using YOLO once again to disguise the mistakes I’m about to make.Being careless.Maybe it’ll disguise the pain.Maybe I don’t feel it because it’s become apart of me.Surrounded by too many people who could care less.Maybe I need to start opening my mind the way I open my veins.Cutting lines that I thought could connect me…

𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼

Happiness is my inspiration.The thing that makes my heart float.A genuine emotion to hold.I love it.I yearn the ability to absorb the happiness around me.Eager to have no control of my smiles,To not control all the laughter that might escape my face.I want them to be free.I want them to wander aimlessly.To be infectious.That energy…

𝒲𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹

I know now where I stand.I realize now that I’m less a priority and more of a demand.A fragile mind that requires comfort sometimes.We’re so much alike but 2 completely different minds.And it’s time that I stop expecting you to read my emotions.An empath probably couldn’t even do that around me out of disinterest or…

𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓾𝓼?

Lately I’ve been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You don’t care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? You’ve been pulling away. We don’t see any sunshine on rainy days. I’ve noticed the drain of energy. I don’t even wanna resort to therapy. You don’t…

𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓴

I find my mind wandering off a lot lately.I believe it’s trying to escape my reality.Maybe it’s trying to preserve my sanity. I’m beginning to think they lied when they said tough times don’t last.I’m here living a cycle of my past.Life is so still but my mind is running fast. I’m trying to hold…

𝓐 𝓖𝓲𝓯𝓽

Have you ever received a gift so precious but it can’t be wrapped in a bow?So unformiliar but make you get scared?So rare that you might not even know? Have you? It doesn’t even come with instructions.It leaves you so confused on what to do.But it’s a beautiful distraction.And in the moment you never knew….

𝓝𝓸 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓵

Have you ever felt like a spectator in your own life?Like a passenger passing by?Watching life pummel on your souls-You have no control.Have you ever felt it?Has the feeling ever consumed you?Has it ever filled you up inside out?Make you feel like you’re Drowning?Have you ever felt it?Maybe I’m the only one.Maybe I’m so taken…

𝓤𝓷𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓭

My aura is unmatched.I bring water to places of drought.My essence is untapped.The calmn you need to relax. I am the light you’re missing.And when you get that you’ll be focus.You’ll notice I’m the ass you should be kissing.Not your boys. Remember who makes you feel ease.Who brings everything positive.Remember I’m the one that could…