𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈

My mind goes into stillness Before it goes into illness The darkness is giving me a million reasons But it doesn’t give me the same fullness  A constant battle between what’s real and what’s vicious My mind a little twisted But never distracted from the vision It was never about being in competition It was…

𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝑀𝑒

Show me what you see I have many doubts and they come with a very expensive fee They trap me, not allowing me to be completely free I am begging you… Show me what you see because all I see are flaws And you love me the hardest when I fall  You call me beautiful…

𝒮𝑒𝓁𝒻-𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒

Self- love It’s a constant battle Makes my mind constantly fragile  It makes my mind want to travel… Out of this world Into the unknown Just to forget… Forget the negative thoughts That keep circling in my mind nonstop It’s almost impossible to reach the top Because the thoughts don’t stop Self-love It’s a constant…

𝓕𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰

Fighting Sometimes frightened But I refuse to give into fear There is no way the end is near I am tired of hiding I am tired of shouting I am tired of crying in silence It’s about time I started surviving

𝓣𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭

I’m trapped One tigger and i snap I tap… Into my senses and then they get out of control Even though they once made me feel whole Now I walk blindly into the unknown  I’m searching for light because I’ve been trapped too long in the shadows Not sure which direction to follow, there are…

𝓘 𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓽𝓮

I appreciate the sun and the moonI appreciate moments with you I appreciate the clouds and the starsYou’ve slowly been healing my scars I appreciate the rivers and treesI understand your vibe with such ease I appreciate every breath I takeYou get rid of all my aches

𝓘𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭

I can’t get out of my head In there is such a dread  Sometimes I wonder if it were better if I were dead So, I sit and cry lonely in my bed While the disease slowly spreads  My biggest enemies are my triggers One trigger and I see red I almost bled I almost…

𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓱𝓾𝓶𝓪𝓷

I am human I won’t ever deny that I sometimes get really depressed I won’t ever deny that sometimes I cry & I have no idea why I am human A human who refuses to stay stuck in this state of mind A human who knows she will still have her days even with therapy,…