So many expectations Driven more by manipulation than inspiration But Iโm craving a different sensation Iโm craving a transformation I need a stronger foundation For so long there was a hesitation For so long I waited for confirmation Waited so long that I lost my patience Worried more about my reputation than my dedication I…
Category: Poetry
๐จ๐๐๐
Using YOLO once again to disguise the mistakes I’m about to make.Being careless.Maybe it’ll disguise the pain.Maybe I don’t feel it because it’s become apart of me.Surrounded by too many people who could care less.Maybe I need to start opening my mind the way I open my veins.Cutting lines that I thought could connect me…
๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Itโs fascinating How when I start concentrating I start elevating No longer blaming myself No longer restraining myself No more complaining, Iโm honestly tired of explaining Itโs quite draining Every day my mind is in training Little by little trading the negative energy I genuinely got tired of being my own enemy I needed saving…
๐๐ช๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฎ๐ผ๐ผ
Happiness is my inspiration.The thing that makes my heart float.A genuine emotion to hold.I love it.I yearn the ability to absorb the happiness around me.Eager to have no control of my smiles,To not control all the laughter that might escape my face.I want them to be free.I want them to wander aimlessly.To be infectious.That energy…
๐ป๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐ป๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐
To forgive you or not How do I get rid of these knots I feel a strong pressure on my chest And I really am trying my best But I often feel more cursed than blessed And If I had to guessโฆ Iโll say I allowed this mess Every time they hurt me, I felt…
๐ฒ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐๐น
I know now where I stand.I realize now that I’m less a priority and more of a demand.A fragile mind that requires comfort sometimes.We’re so much alike but 2 completely different minds.And it’s time that I stop expecting you to read my emotions.An empath probably couldn’t even do that around me out of disinterest or…
๐ ๐๐ถ๐น ๐๐๐๐พ๐
Her mind slowly transitions as she starts thinking clearly She still doesnโt understand it fully And she once allowed her thoughts to turn into bullies And each time she executed poorly There were times when she was calm and out of nowhere she got moody It felt like her life was a sad movie Where…
๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐พ๐ผ?
Lately Iโve been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You donโt care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? Youโve been pulling away. We donโt see any sunshine on rainy days. Iโve noticed the drain of energy. I donโt even wanna resort to therapy. You donโt…
