Lately I've been struggling to hold on to us. We lack the necessity of trust. You don't care about that anymore. Did you even care about it before? You've been pulling away. We don't see any sunshine on rainy days. I've noticed the drain of energy. I don't even wanna resort to therapy. You don't... Continue Reading →
Poetry
๐๐ท ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ
I canโt get out of my head In there is such a dread Sometimes I wonder if it were better if I were dead So, I sit and cry lonely in my bed While the disease slowly spreads My biggest enemies are my triggers One trigger and I see red I almost bled I almost... Continue Reading →
๐๐ท๐ท๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ป
I gave up power when I stopped fighting. I no longer have the energy to hold on. There's a soldier inside me. She needs reviving. She's been through wars you wouldn't dream of. She's so tough. But... She's had enough! And She's barely surviving. One day at a time. She's tired taking the tiny steps.... Continue Reading →
๐ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐พ๐ถ๐ช๐ท
I am human I wonโt ever deny that I sometimes get really depressed I wonโt ever deny that sometimes I cry & I have no idea why I am human A human who refuses to stay stuck in this state of mind A human who knows she will still have her days even with therapy,... Continue Reading →
๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐ผ๐ฝ
I'm surrounded by my own thoughts.I can't escape my own rage.When I'm spoken to I can't stay engaged.I'm distracted by the noises.The can't ignore my inner voices.They're closing in.They're eating away at what I could have been.Free is what I should have been.Instead I'm trapped in my own mind.I hope there's peace somewhere left inside... Continue Reading →
๐๐ท ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐ญ๐ช๐ ๐ซ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ต๐ฎ
An everyday battle It weakens my soul; it makes me very fragile Iโve been bleeding while trying to reach my castle I feel pain and my mind travels To feel alright is such a hassle And I crave a new frequency, a new channel But here I am, still fighting Biting my lips while Iโm... Continue Reading →
๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป’๐ผ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐น๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ
Give me your perspective.Let's avoided judgment.Promote advancement.Let me see the other side.I don't want to be blind to your emotions.But, do you see mine?Do you think I'm fine?Take my perspective.Let us understand both sides of the coin.Are you aware of my struggles?Am I aware of yours?We can't keep being ignorant.Everyone's feelings are somewhat relevant.
๐๐ต๐ธ๐๐ฎ๐ป ๐ธ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ช๐ต๐ด
A smashed flower on the sidewalk Thatโs how you left me and didnโt even look back At first, I was shocked But then I learned that instead of crying over you I needed to repair myself instead A smashed flower on the sidewalk, still has its luminous colors A smashed flower on the sidewalk, still... Continue Reading →